hate.

I hate this need of being so cautious.
I just want to have more emotion, intensity.
I hate to be afraid of doing something that care only to me.
I just want to know what exactly in passing by your mind about me.
I hate this need of waiting.
I just want to live things I feel in the moment I feel, without thinking about any kind of fear.

I could write a lot of things I'm thinking right now, but I will not.